honestly? honest honesty.

I guess i haven't been particularly honest with myself. (This is beginning to look like one of those posts where I divulge my most dark and obxious secret. Which would attract the most sinister of reporters to this blogpost like bees to mathematics.)

Yes. I guess I haven't been particularly honest with myself. Honest in the sense that I still hide from the person that I really am. I mean... who doesn't right?Everyone does it.

I need to be honest. I just... need to be.