A blind man, a kind deed and a warmed heart.

Wham!
The handle bars next t me resonated and ringed in a pure high note.
Slightly alarmed at the fact that the inert thing i was leaning on had suddenly awakened i jumped u only to see a man..
a blind man... not a very good one.. but a rather old one.. guess his senses were failing him. he had crashed headlong into a railing.it was one of those railings that pple sit on while waitign for the bus or r=rather he had crashed into it when i was leaning on it.

he clamber desperately back and seemed a little disorientated.
suddenly he scampered helter skelter in my direction.
"is he ok?" i wondered.. mean like.." does he need help?"just then i realised he was coming full speed at me.Instinctively, i scrambled out of the way.
i turned around and stared blankly at him,, and wondered if he knew where he was going.
the entire world had their eyes fixated on him. People staring in pity.. others in contempt.
i knew he could sense the looks... the stares.. and the woman..

she appeared out of nowhere.. steadily took him by the arm and slowed him down a little.. she spoke kindly to him and led him up a bus.

thoughts raced through my head a millions times over... and i wondered why i had not helped... had i been to selfish? to care about my own needs?instead of avoiding the guy i shd've stopped to help. i feel like an idiot.

as i looked up at the lady once more... a warmness filled my heart. and somehow i knew.. there were others out there...

and at once i knew... she had not only helped the man... but had touched the hearts of those watching...

a good deed isn't just a deed... its.. more than that..
its.. love for another person.. i;m not saying this cuz i'm affected by some propoganda. or fallen in love(like a someone i know). i just feel.. that that simple act meant so much to him.
and to me.
the best part,.. i was only watching... and i could feel it.

My testimony

Guess this is an important part of my life...
i finally got baptized.
things seem the same... life carries on and i still drag myself through everyday.
trying to recall how my life fell in place.. or in pieces before baptism..

sigh.. not making an sense huh?
Thoughts from that fateful day...

12 am:"GOSh... i'd nvr felt my tumm churn so much... i can't bloody sleep...shd stop swearing.. "

1am: "doh doh doh ..Doh doh.. i'd wish the butterflies stop moving for once... i wonder if i'm ready to be baptized.. i mean.. i dunno.. sigh.. wat willl it feel like? will i see a light?... haha. i doubt it.."

9am: i'm hopping up and down getting increasing nervous.. yet a tinge of excitement resonates through my body.

10am: "pple are congratulating me... DAryl looks DAMN nervous.. hahaaha... better make fun of him so i can ease the tension.. lol. I wish this didn't feel so much like marrige"

11am: i wish they'd stop it.. its driving me nuts...am i really ready for this??.. i feel lke sunning away.. this is so stressful.. i mean... i dun even know if its the right time... >.<"

12am: "i really want to do this.. i mean.. i really do.. because u loved me. and i know u really do... i'll go through this for u. just so when i see you agan.. you'll be smiling at me andcomforting me in your embrace"

MARRieD!!... haha.. weell.. no ring... so.. haha.. oh well..

Moments with u last for eternity.

XD

the girl on the bus

She wore a pair of golden earrings and doned a pink "HArdrock CAfe" polo -T . Her pants were the color of chalk and she carried with her a smile that would've have mesmerized the gods.

I found myself lost in her eyes when she boarded. She stood, shyly behind her mother and her baby sister who was frantically scrambling all over.

WAs i in love? i have no idea. i wish i knew. i wished someone would tell me. She gazed back at me for wat seemed like too short a time and looked bashfully away. Taken back abit by this reaction i wondered if i had scared her. or wat if she..... didn't like me. But it didn't matter. nothing did. God, she was beautiful.

The journey was long and treacherous. I stole quick galnces at her, only to have her dodge them and look back at me when she thought i wasn't looking. At one point i stared silently at her reflection on the bus widow. That piece of cold glass that captured the image of that one single angel.

Then as quickly as it happened, the bus stopped at Holland V and she had to get off. I wanted so much to see her eyes again, that one last time. as she lugged her suitcase down, i wondered if she turned to look at me. to see if i was looking at her. Then.. this really plump guy stood infront of me and shut off my view completely. i wanted to stand up and look out of the window that one last time. and i found my leg caught in some one's groceries.

She was gone. the man moved. I found myself staring at that empty seta which once held her. a million thoughts ran through my head. wat if, wat if i had plucked the courage to ask? Wat if i had gotten to know her. Would i see her again?Would i hold her hand? Thoughts of her raced through my mind like a whirlwind. Thoughts of her.

The latin music played softly in the background. i bit my lip.
Closing my eyes, i wished that time could reverse itself osr at least, let me see her again.
please.









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Moments with u last for eternity.

The Dancer

Sigh
.
Mesmerizing, was the only word i could use to describe her.
And As she twirled and glided, the world itself seemed to come a stand still and everything around ceased to exist. The very laws that once confined human motion shattered with her every move and in those few moments...
all there was,.....

the beautiful silence

and her.

She had become the universe itself, twirling and spinning with such grace and immeasurable beauty, that i felt captivated by her every stroke.
and As i gazed upon her each and every move, my muscles ached and burned and could feel the blood draining from my face as the air turned cold around me. Wrapping my arms around me,
I drew great breaths and stared silently at the amazing sight.

Who was she? I didn't know.
All i knew was that i was drowning. Sucked into the vortex that contained the passing moments. Only to stay for eternity...